i didn't dare to request for anything,
i didnt't dare to even accpet those that were given to me.
for fear that i will have to disappoint them again
on monday.

why can't they just release all the results on friday
sleepless nights, nightmares of me failing all three sciences.
i'm paranoid.
but i know i really did badly.

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stars were people who were so well loved
they were traced in constellations,
to live forever