and even though i wasn't directly related to her.
but she still scolded me for not attending math olympiad lessons,
scolded me for reading letters during morning assembly.
i hated her then.

but i was still shocked when hearing the news,
and sad for her husband and her children.

because, she's afterall our level head, a part of cedar.
):

cherish before it's gone

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在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响