happy birthday suting! <3

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my results were disappointing.

and i really wonder how i ended up in fourp, with more than half the class getting single digits. i'm probably one of the lousiest in class. although my results are not considered bad. at least i have no failures and i thought i should be satisfied with my sciences. because at least i improved by quite a lot. but it's just not enough. cause somehow when the digits add up together, it ends up hitting 15.

i studied. i tried my best. so i thought you will encourage me to work harder. but no you didnt. you said my improvement was just not good enough. and you said i was a disgrace. what disappointed my the most wasnt my results but your words.

forget it. i won't cry anymore. because i've used up all of them on wednesday.

it doesn't matter anymore. i will work much harder.
cause as long as i improve, i'll be satisfied.

and i'll not be blogging so often anymore. because it's 22 m0re days to olevels. and the teachers are piling us up with homework. plus the teachers are acting as if we're only supposed to focus on their subject. somehow, they have forgotten that we still have 7 other subjects to study for.

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i just don't belong here,
i hope you understand