went out with grace daryl ben and matthew today.
went to daryl's house and we played bridge. for like 2 hours.
and then went for bowling. (:
seriously it was my third time. haha!
then we went for lunch at some jap restaurant at IMM.

oh, and i forgot to bring my wallet again. (2nd time)
haha! so i borrowed money from daryl and matthew. haha!

and after today, after meeting them,
i really had second thoughts on choosing of schools.
i know i should be contented and happy with my results.
but it's really making me very confused and sad.
i really wanna stay at cjc.
i was thinking about going to another school, a new environment, new teachers, new friends.
and i really dont like that feeling.

i dont wanna leave interact. i dont wanna leave cjc.
but it's just not up to me to make a choice.

now i would rather a 12 points instead of a 9.
at least i wouldnt be so confused now.

no one knows how i'm feeling now.